“ I've missed more than 9000 shots in my career. I’ve lost almost 300 games. 26 times, I’ve been trusted to take the game winning shot and missed. I’ve failed over and over and over again in my life. And that is why I succeed.”
- Michael Jordan
Success.
"For the essence of capitalism, Marx pointed out, is precisely its tendency to reduce everything to calculations of profitability. In the process, human values are subordinated to economic ones and the consideration of human beings gets lost in the capitalist machinery."
~ Randall Collins, Sociological Insight.
When will life begin for me?
- the thrill
- joy
- happiness
- meaning
- my purpose
When will I not just exist, but actually live?
Marz Lovejoy; Words to live by.
1. Set big, big, big goals! Set goals that inspire you. Set goals for what you really want. Don’t let past performance or circumstances dictate your goals. Set goals for your heart’s desire. Your history is not your destiny.
2. Put a time limit on achieving your goal! Begin with the end in mind. Break it down. Decide where you will be in 30 days, 90 days, 6 months and 1 year from now. Put it in writing. Make a plan.
3. Draw a line in the sand. Don’t let anyone steal your dream! Do not give your time or your energy to anyone who does not support you. Stop giving your time and energy to activities that are not rewarding and do not help you achieve your goals.
4. Know your why. Write down why you want to achieve your goal. Make sure that you are doing what you want and not what someone else thinks you should do. You must know why. How will you feel when you accomplish your goal? What’s your payoff? Do you want recognition, security, and financial reward? Know why!
5. Believe in yourself! Write down 5 new things that you would have to believe about yourself to accomplish your goal. Build a new belief system that supports you. Make a decision to let go of beliefs that do not serve you.
6. Set your intention(s) every day. Write down 3 things you can do daily that will bring you closer to achieving your goal. Focus focus focus on your plan every day. You must taken action every day. Stay focused on results.
7. Act like the person you want to become. Act on faith. Start to think and act like the person you want to become. Have confidence in yourself. Learn what you need to learn. Stay positive. Think about winning. Model someone who has what you want. Turn off the tv. Tune in to your personal power.
red head shawty.
I dyed my hair...again. :)
I love it, love it, love it.
I'm going to keep it this way for a very very long time.
I also want it redder, so that's on the agenda within the next week.
By the way, I am the epitome of what not to do to your hair.
I've dyed my hair 3 times in 6 months.
I'm pretty sure I'm going to have to get it cut very low sometime soon,
but I'm not bothered at all by the idea.
I must read:
- The Kite Runner by Khaled Hosseini
- Outliers: The Story of Sucess by Malcolm Gladwell
- Anna Karenina by Leo Tolstoy
So I made it through October without anything happening to me. Those two years are in the pass and I'm finally ready to move on from those experiences and move forward without doubt in my life. The only thing I can account for my "bad luck" is the taunting. I have heard or read the word "rape" every single day of this month. Not only that but one night I was going to go to the library and walk to my room alone like I always do, but I didn't. The next day I receive info that a girl was raped walking from the library. I don't wish that on anyone, but the girl could have been me. I don't know. Maybe I'm just driving myself crazy with all of these thoughts that mean nothing. All in all, I'm fine. I can't wait to see what November has in store for me.
I'm still in love with my ex.
I'm moving on physically, but he still has my heart and my head won't let me forget that. I don't necessarily compare other guys to him. Everyone has their own thing going for them, but I do know their intentions aren't what I'm looking for and I know I'm not the type of girl they're looking for.
I've found myself having two breakdowns talking with my friends about my ex and the way I feel is inevitable. I have seen him once in the past 4 months, and when I did see him words were barely exchanged and I didn't even try to look his way. I'd hate him, but then I won't. I know it's all because of bitterness. I'm not happy with how things ended. I wish things would have never ended. But the world goes on...and I'm trying...
Pointless point. I'm going to start bitching about about being single 'cause this shit sucks!
TMI Tuesday.
This probably isn't the place to post this, but I'm not ashamed of it nor do I feel I'm alone.
I'm going to keep it simple...very simple:
[I sometimes get intense orgasms when I have a full bladder. Like...intense!]
You may continue on with your day.
And don't judge me either.
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