Always a target.

I'M DONE WITH HIGH SCHOOL!

Join me.

       I've seen listening to the songs on my playlist for the past 3 hours. I smiled. I cried. I felt joy. I felt sadness. I sang along to every word. I sat and just listened to the words. All the while this is going on, I tried to think of something to post. Nothing could take me away. All I could do was feel the music. Eyes closed. Taken away. That's all I've been asking for; to be taken away.
      Go listen to music for as long as you can. Don't just hear the words. Listen to the lyrics. Sit there without doing a single thing. Don't worry about anything in the world but what's in your soul. Let the music take you away.  Clear your head. Go ahead and cry. Laugh. Sing. It's okay. I promise it is.
      And when you're done,take a deep breath and continue on with your life.

I love you.

Listen up world!



I AM IN LOVE!



Just thought I'd let you guys know.
& I'm sure you already knew that.
Thanks for your time. :)

anonymous.

I love your blog. You're a great writer, and surprisingly we have so much in common. I understand how you feel a lot of the time, which is really weird since we don't even know each other lol. I just wanted to tell you to keep expressing yourself :)


Please tell me who you are. PLEASE!

Actually, I take that back. You don't have to.
I'm not exactly sure how I would respond.
Somewhere along the lines of:
"Thank you so much! It's nice to know I'm not the only one. ..in any situation. I will definitely continue to blog. I can't imagine giving it up nor will I confide in what others want from me. Once again, THANKS!"

Something along those lines. ;)

Zora Howard.

Click here for "Bi-Racial Hair".
She was 14 in this video.



Walking.

She's about 17 or 18 here.


She's nothing but the truth.
You can feel her with every word that comes from her lips.
Every movement that she makes.
She is the voice.

Sometimes I really hate him.

Not because of anything he says or do, that's when I dislike him.
The hatred comes in on how he makes me feel.
I'm lost without him which makes me an idiot.
Usually I want to cry because he simply isn't here with me.
I miss him before he even leaves.
I get worried when he doesn't call or text because he's just at a game.
I can't go a night without hearing "I love you";
and when I do, the feelings unbearable and I panic.
I hate that even at 7 months, we don't tell each other everything.

I hate to use the word hate.
I love him with all of my heart.
And that's the part I hate.
But he is the creator of it.

Whatthefck.?!
I sound like a dumbass.
"People need to be made more aware of the need to work at learning how to live because life is so quick and sometimes it goes away too quickly."
- Andy Warhol 
i just want to take it all back. please.
ill stop being too emotional and we'll be okay.
i promise.

fml!

Why did I get married too?, The Last Song, Clash of the Titans in 3D.
All three came out on Friday.
Not only that, but we just now got nachos.
My life has been hella crazy at work.
Little ole' Bell Forge 10 never gets business like we've been getting!
I can't keep up.

Quick story.
This couple orders some popcorn and drinks.
Their total was $20.45.
They paid with a card.
My finger slipped and pressed $204.55!
I tried to cancel but it didn't work.
My manager wasn't there to fix it.
I had to give them $200 in cash out of the drawer.
I'm so embarrassed. :(

FML!

Goodwill hunting haul. [2]

A new Goodwill opened like 3 minutes from my house!!
So I had to go to the grand opening. Duhh! Yall know me. :) What I really went there for I didn't find and I wasn't there for long sooo here's what I got. I'll probably go again within the next week.
Click here for first haul. 

Shorts and shirt from there.
Cute striped shirt was $4.29. I love the key hole in the back.
UnionBay shirts were $3.99.
I saw the shorts first because I really need some from spring and summer,
when I tried them out I really wasn't feeling them because the wash was funny.
I looked at them and was like "It needs a striped shirt because it's nautical like."
So I found one and I love them both!


Blouse and skirt from Goodwill.
Wet Seal blouse was $4.29
Fabulous Forever 21 (xxi) skirt was $3.99.


Floral top from Goodwill, Jeans, xxi.
The Forever21 floral top was $4.29.

Oversized comfy striped tee was $4.29.
I lovve this!

Pin striped vest (sorry bad quality) $4.29.


Gold and silver belt for like $2 or something.

That was all for that day, I was only there for like an hour. 
Give me a few more and I can cause some damage to Goodwill. : D
Oh! and one more thing.
So how bout I went into the dressing room, I turned around at the rack, you know where people don't want what they tried on, and EVERY LAST PIECE OF CLOTHING WAS BLACK!
I was like well dannggg! Who died??!
It was just really strange to me.

Have a good day loves!

btw- I'll have better pics one day when I actually buy a new digital camera.
:)