RE: Trying to talk to a girl who is single but "in a complicated situation"

Is the ABSOLUTE WORST thing that you can do.
Why are you wasting your life on something that’s not gonna happen.
You’re in denial.
Stop it.
Let it go homie, it was over before it started.

(via simplydop3)

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As I read this I immediately thought of all the guys who thought they actually had a chance with me, even the ones who knew Jalen and I weren't over for good. They saw it as a chance to "pick up where he left off". You seriously think I'm just that vulnerable to forget about my ex for you?? If I liked you that much or wanted to be with you, that would be the case wouldn't it? There would be no Jalen in the first place, right? Didn't mean to get all up in your head. Lol.

I'm deeply sorry...suckas! :p

06.01.10.

When Jalen arrived, an hour late, he had his arm behind his back. Im all "wtf??" Then he pulls out a single white carnation from behind his back. My mouth dropped. Then he pulls out the yellow carnations and I'm in even more shock. Then he pulls out a bunch of purple ones with babys breath. I almost fainted. No not really but I was blown away and couldn't believe it. That very day I was thinking of how much I wanted flowers since I've never been given any.


We went to Cool Springs Mall so I could spend money. :) The fatty with me bought 6 Cinnabon rolls for $10 because it was the Tuesday Special. One Cinnabon roll alone is like $3 so I can't blame him, it was a good deal.

*Pause* We were getting on the elevator and when the doors opened there we're three girls on the floor crawing around laughing. We looked at them and they looked at us. The looks on their faces were "Oh shoot! What now?" like they had gotten caught doing nothing they should have been doing. Jalen's reaction? "Oh my gosh! Um...We'll be back." lmfao. We couldn't stop laughing for the longest! I'll never forget that. Whew. We still can't figure out what they were doing... *Play*

After eating, spending a lil money, and waiting in line for about 15 to 20 minutes for two things, I decided that I needed a TJ Maxx. When we left something bad almost happened. I won't go into details. But we're okay! :) After finally getting to a TJ Maxx, they had nothing I was interested in so on to the next one.

We ended up putt putting, the one that was underwater a few weeks ago. He won with two hole-in-ones.
He thought he was Tyga Hood or something...
You can see me in his sunglasses! :)

Being out in that hot sun is no joke! We went to Buffalo Wild Wings for their Tuesday special. The one in Smyrna/LaVergne has the best customer service. Every 15 minutes someone new would ask if we were okay or refill our drinks. I didn't know who was our actual waitress. Jk. But really, like 5 people tended to us.

Pointless: We went to Wal Mart to kill time before our movie started.

We went to go see Iron Man 2. Neither of us had seen the first one but...whatever. It was cold in there so I asked Jalen to get some clothes out of the car, when he came back I smelled Cinnabon on his breath. I was wondering what took him so long.
From what I saw of the movie it was good but I kept falling asleep, I think both of us were. While my head rested on his chest, he would play in my hair. I loved that more than anything. I loved the way he would smooth it back and play with a few curlies. My favorite moment of the day.

We left the movie early because it was getting late and I was too tired to function really. He took me home. I told him to text me when he was safely at home.

He did.
“It’s a dangerous necessity,
it’s a world-famous mystery:
Love.”

—Mos Def.

We all need a little encouragement every now and then.

Never let anyone tell you that you are incompetent or less than excellent. Strive for the best and please don't settle for anything less than because I know you deserve better. Reach for your dreams; become a dreamer with drive and determination because without those two nothing comes to the dreamer but the mere thought of what could have been. If you fail at least you can say that you tired. I don't want to say life is too short because in reality it's the longest thing we'll ever do and we don't want to spend our lives regretting the past, uneasy in the present, and worrying about the future. Tell the ones close to you that you love them. Smile for no reason at all, what's the harm in that? Do what you love. Any negative thoughts that come your way, use them to your advantage as motivation. Nothing irks people more than seeing you happy after they have tried so hard to destroy you. Show them that you can conquer all. If someone does bring you down, remember that I believe in you, you are beyond amazing, and that you are loved.

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Chuck Taylors.


All of these colors please. :)

polo-pescitarian.

I've been a semi vegetarian for sometime now, transitioning to become a vegetarian, but the way I live, where I live, and who I live with have been making it hard. My new challenge is to become a pescitarian, meaning I only eat seafood, but before I'm fully a pescitarian, I'm going to transition by becoming a polo-pescitarian, seafood and chicken. The amount of chicken I eat will be cut down to at least half. I really hope I can go through with this. :)

second time around.

I'm very happy to be back with Jalen but I'm still skeptical about it. I remember how I was when we first got together; I was very scared about what I was getting myself into. Obviously over the past few months that fear subsided a little. Since we've gotten back together, I find it hard to get things back to how they were. I'm slightly keeping my distance. I'm more scared than I was in the beginning...

No hair dont care !

I used to cry when I got an inch cut off of my hair when someone else did it, 
but I didn't shed one tear cutting about 6 inches off myself. 
I don't love it yet but I dont hate it.

100% natural as of 3:57 am Saturday May 29, 2010.

I just couldnt wait until my birthday, which is in 8 days btw. :)

Dear Karissa.

I cant help but to think of you every time. I love you so much and I hope you know that.

Hey guess what.

I have my boyfriend back! :D

& 

I'm cutting my hair right now. :)

&

My birthday is in 8 days. ;)

Sand&Shel. :)

My love, Sandi and I before our graduation.
Most of you may know her as Skeezer at Zeebruhhh. :)

I was just called white.

You have got to kiddin' me. I was called white because I said, "I'm down." Since when is that something only white people say?? Excuse me, but I've heard black people say it too. Does it even matter who says it?!

FML.

That "I don't even know anymore." feeling. It's the worst.