I'm moving on physically, but he still has my heart and my head won't let me forget that. I don't necessarily compare other guys to him. Everyone has their own thing going for them, but I do know their intentions aren't what I'm looking for and I know I'm not the type of girl they're looking for.
I've found myself having two breakdowns talking with my friends about my ex and the way I feel is inevitable. I have seen him once in the past 4 months, and when I did see him words were barely exchanged and I didn't even try to look his way. I'd hate him, but then I won't. I know it's all because of bitterness. I'm not happy with how things ended. I wish things would have never ended. But the world goes on...and I'm trying...
Pointless point. I'm going to start bitching about about being single 'cause this shit sucks!
Awww, thats ok hope you feel better. Maybe you will get a chance to talk to him again and tell him how you really feel...
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