- Tomorrow I move to campus. I'm still packing as we speak. Yes, I know I know. But I seriously don't know how to pack my life away for weeks and months at a time. It doesn't help that my room was already chaos before I started packing. In a sense, I don't really want to go. It's safe and comfortable here, home. I have no idea what to expect. It's so exciting and scary at the same time.I went to pick up a few last minute items at Wal Mart and I figured I'd get a few bras and panties. Let's be real, if there's ever a good time to get new underwear it would be not only a new relationship but also new living arrangements. Out with the old and in with the new. :) Anywho, I've never gotten bras from Wal Mart and I discovered that they don't carry my size! They carry 30A's and 44DDD's but no 34D's. Smh.
- A friend of Jalen's liked a few pictures of mine on Facebook today so I thought to go through all of my pictures just to see what was there. Eventually I saw a few pictures of Jalen and I and I instantly broke down crying. I haven't done that since we broke up. It in a way felt good to cry because every now and then I would tear up but never bawling crying. I was watching Tyra and she had specialists who could basically answer any question you had. This one this lady wanted to know the best why to get over a break up. The specialist said to find someone new. Which makes sense if you know anything about neurochemicals like dopamine and the effects love has on the brain. There's this new guy, well we've been friends for a few years but now we're talking more often, but I just can't get Jalen out of the back of my mind. I really don't want to go too far with the guy and mess it up. I still have hope in my heart about Jalen and I, which I hate, so I don't want to lead the guy on and Jalen and I miraculously get back together. *sigh*
Update: Moving out & Moving on.
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The problem with bra shopping at places like Wal-Mart, Target, Ross, TJ Maxx, etc. is that stores like these aren't guaranteed to carry all bra sizes (I know this from experience). I wear a size 36D bra... If you think it's difficult finding a 34D bra, it's even more difficult finding a larger number. Everywhere I go, they always have the 38C's, the 40DD's, the 36C's, etc... but never the 36D's. It upsets me really, and sometimes... Sometimes it makes me wish I had smaller boobs.
ReplyDeleteLong story short, I feel your pain.
I saw about a billion 36D's!I was like "Noooooo!"
ReplyDeleteLol i totally know what you mean with those bras I was like they cannot be serious that someone will fit this...and in time you will get over him but if not I dont say lose hope in the relationship if it is what you want it'll come back. Best advice though do not just run into something and your not over the previous that just never ends in happiness.
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